Life on the outside is both exhilarating and terrifying—sometimes at the same time.
It’s utterly disorienting when you first step outside the insulated world of Jehovah’s Witnesses. Especially for those born in and raised to believe the world was full of peril, temptation and Satan’s evil tricks—suddenly, you’re out here navigating it alone.
You won’t know exactly what to expect, and you won’t feel like you fit in anywhere. But you don’t need to stay lost.
You will fit in. You just have to carve out a space that actually fits you.
You went from having your entire life mapped out for you—every question answered, every decision filtered through “theocratic” approval—to… nothing. A blank canvas. And no idea what to paint on it.
You may not even be sure who you really are right now. Because you’ve never had enough freedom to even consider the question.
There’s emotional fallout to untangle, practical challenges to manage, and real-world strategies to learn for building an authentic, meaningful, and yes—even happy—life after leaving Jehovah’s Witnesses.
Recovering from the Watchtower takes time and effort, but it’s a worthy investment in yourself. This is POMO life: Physically Out, Mentally Out.
And it gets easier. Promise.
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